SNOW DAY.
means i get to stay at home and get some college work done
deadlines thursday, come on another snow day!

you see, theres this girl.
and shes my best friend.
she kinda has my heart.
but, i dont mind.

i hope she reads this, cause i made a huge mistake the other day.
and i wanted to say im sorry.
and that i dont care who shes with, as long as shes happy.
and as long as i can still be her friend, Because I'm not ready to have her out of my life yet.

just wanted to wish you all the best, hope you all get what you want and get kick ass gifts, as well as get to spend some quality time with you relatives YOU GUYS RULE!


happy yule tide and a very merry new year


that is all ^^


except for this : [link]

SWINE FLU.

as some of you guys who have my msn, you'll know i haven't been that active lately. well, my mum got swine flu and she was generous enough to share. so this past week has sucked. i started with a cold on saturday, which by sunday had left me stuck in bed crying my eyes out cause i felt like all my joints had been hit with a sledge hammer. when they said muscle ache was one of the symptoms, NO F**ING KIDDING. but, i refused to stay in bed, so on monday, i tried walking downstairs. now i got downstairs, but didn't have the energy to get back, and when i finally did make it up the two flights of stairs, i was out like a light for 6 hours. tuesday, to be honest, i don't remember i was that feverish, and wednesday i found out that i definitely did have swine flu, and my dad got me the tamiflu pills (grabin pilllzz) to make me better. now its friday, and i can move around, but my neck and back feel like they have a metal pole through them cause there that stiff. at least i think its friday... *goes to check calender*....

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the reason commissions and presents are taking so long >.<

1. do 20 second long animation, in high detail and colour. (backgrounds are a bitch...)
2. create 3d world on lightwave showing the future in 80 years. make an animation from it, using at least 5 camera points.
3. do video showing a childhood memory with still photographs, all photos must be edited at a professional level.
4. create own website, with at least 4 pages, and portfolio. must be at a professional level.
5. create animatic for 20 second animation. must be at professional level.
6. at least two animation tests. (done one, half way through second.)
7. fill research book with information leading to all of the above. creation / design ideas / character designs (for all chars, and i have three >.< / tests / screenshots / website research.
8. finish pressents for
9. commissions for (two full colour chars and one sketch)
10. commissions for Tot on Y!gallery

thats what i have planned for the next two weeks... >.< plus work on top of all that...

so i apologize if some things are late, but i have to put my college work first :S

PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! *flails*